you don’t even understand. you’re so sheltered from everything. I really don’t need this right now. friends don’t rally up friends to de-friend a friend.

i’m sorry. =/

likeanegg:

icanread:

(by overrated)

• on Sunday, I ate a macdonalds cheese burger, the first one in 7ish months. I feel dirty.

• I’m deathly afraid of what people think of me, wasps, and dewdney trunk.

• I have a hard time staying mad at someone.

• even though I’m younger than most people in my grade I feel like I’m 70 years old, when people get really cought up in drama. it’s almost funny to me. maybe I’m just really mean.

• I’d rather be unknown than talke about, cause of the whole people thing ^ .

• people think I’d do well in school. I don’t, at all.

• I hate how I’m so awkward feeling, almost like I don’t belong in my body.

• I’m really really bad at writing those paragraphs people do for friends. and when I don’t do one back people get upset, but honestly I just can’t. if your my friend I love you, and thankyou.

• I’m the biggest creep ever. You say soneones name, I’ve probably creeped them on facebook mulitiple times. >=)

i actually don’t like it when people joke about things that are really serious to someone. for example, people joke about me getting hit by a van funny. i gotta be honest, and if you put it really frankly, it is quite funny. i usually shake it off, but lately its been starting to bother me. cause they didn’t have to go the judgement of first day of highschool with scabs all over their face, and people thinking they had a skin disease, sitting up really straight and people thinking they’re a weirdo because they had road rash all down their back, bleeding through bandages, or peeling off skinny jeans from the wounds down their leg.. i guess it just annoys me because i’m already constantly reminded of it, i don’t need their ‘funny’ remarks too. 

mynameisforgotten:

but I am so glad I didn’t let go.

this reminds me of me and kailah. if we were men. weird, i know.. :]

iamjennayoung:

The Latency - Drops of Jupiter (Cover)

first photoshop in months. =3

”It’s the worst feeling in the world to love & hate someone all at the same time. And it’s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It’s funny but stupid how you want everything & nothing at the same time. It’s crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, & when you want to move on but you’re stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go & you can’t decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don’t know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther & farther away. It’s so hard to think back to how things used to be & look at it now and realize that things are different & they may never be the same. You tell yourself it’s not worth it, but if it really didn’t matter, you wouldn’t spend so much time thinking about it.”